Disturbing dream O mine

I have came down
for this think
that i know murderers
are controlling me

I have been destoroyed
by the my own feelings
that is a lie

Please, read these lines
on my faces
whom speak darkness
upon my weary pitiless
believing of life

False or not
still it's me
so judge me
judge my hole knowledge
of lies
and don't answer my agony
don't give second chance to feel alive

You're not on this
i should know that
im only but me
stillborn child
crying for yesterdays lost
tomorrows horror

Today im just my best