For my absent friend (Thence she die) [Memory of all] {Shal you ever learn what mean death?}

I close my eyes
and hear enormous sound
I shut my ears
and see fatal vision

I disappear at the moment
all my beauty rewind
when i loose time

One thirty
you said
and i thought
i seriously gonna die

Frightened animal
Abyss of life
Its all shall be infinity

I hope
you someday learn
what i mean when i say:
Fucking murderers!

Then
and until then
i will trudge on your agony
Whatever fucking possessed

I don't really care anymore

Trying to seed some hatred
on yours tiny minds
fucking hilarious

Know
It's only you
whom i joy
in this cup
which i drain

--

Silently
upon all of you
i sparkling
going to the flames
of his memory

And he ask my help
And i answer whit my last strike love
bearable you said
exploitative what i felt

You lie
and i forgive

Down there
i fall again
blame to my ghosts
soak up! deep

I forsake
and you forgive

By what you did
never coming back
by what you did
ever fading still

Silently
upon all of you
i forget thee
and all you wanna believe