Ambient moment

Trying to find my spritual condition
wanna feel total free
at this point of my life
wanna forget all earthly
and move on to the next ambitual level

Restlestness grap me before this level
earthly penetrate through my inner will
and i'm loosing time
within the reasonable thought
i slice myself to pieces

O it would be my past
why im doing this
O it all would be my past

Thing deeply
you may find your watchers
i hope you can leave them
and join in me in my escapism