Heart drifting above manic below dell

What we use to be?
before all came down
what we use to be?

In a lifelines motion
you acting like you dont care
within the icon in my heart you don't care
within the purpose to hurt you chains me into my hide

Posses me now

Memories hanging onto floor onto wall
all the Ghosts shut up and lock the door
i dont see that there would be chance to life
avoid the pain i just lay sickroom bed and think deeply
it's all that i can do

Talk to me now

And there comes paradox
you once told me so
that when you hate all your instincst
envy all your soul's leaving
you won't escape to living
'cause anger is the biggest gift of creature

If you loose your heart to someone
you won't be further prisoner than else
if you loose your soul to somewhere
you won't be further than a bastards

Whatever we do
let us do
we don't need anymore judgement
don't need regret to your doing
never mind that our melancholy thoughts comes not to us from us

So can we ask
is only your happy thoughts real
coming to the this land
or it is just that my mind trying ty mislead me

Memories hanging onto floor onto wall
all the Ghosts shut up and lock the door
i dont see that there would be chance to life
avoid the pain i just lay sickroom bed and think deeply
it's all that i can do

And there comes paradox
you once told me so
that when you hate all your instincst
envy all your soul's leaving
you won't escape to living
'cause anger is the biggest gift of creature