It (Song of truly love, song for disorded minds)

Im losing my head
melancholy draw me in
and restlessness join my picture
it pass so close that i remenber the times when i total loss myself
to the unknown hands

Mystery hidden from me
i see it coming and it's who i trust when i loss myself
it dark and enormous beautifull
it was only one which i can trust
it is that still
and thats why i'm so scared

It comes when i wrote like there is nothing beside that
it reminds me my murderers
my enemy
it's like my darkest memory
and it's coming
feel like it's already touch my heart once again

It's me
don't judge me, pleasant i ask for you
don't make me do thinks to regret

O it turned to you
and you won't know that your smile is too much at this point
O it darken my mind and feed the lies to me
lies which i still believe is lies
it's not like you think it is

But when it reach my heart complete
you won't dare to run
'cause you love me so
'cause i love you so
however, i ask you to run for your life
and leave me be
all by myself

Please, hold my picture forever