Thought we can re-create my first knowledge of promixity

No sense of compose at the begin of poem
i try to make something happen
feel..void..rise..emptiness!
darken animal in dell to feeling binded
just wanna escalate the pain
no matter health, i'm beautiest
frighten abuse i join
into others anxiety
burning, below from above

I'm wandering backwards to our memory, i'm pondering all alone
this time i freeze you with my kiss
there's no angel enshrine my journey, our well start fairytale
soon it happen, the time to say goodbye

Without saying words of saving
you stalling in my hands, we was scared
(Ya leave me in the park..but i known that wouldn't be my last flashback)

Won't you remember me
won't you carry me in your memory
the tears you find in my inner immorality, wordless speaking
i don't miss you, i miss the moment (fleeing moment)

I'm wandering backwards to our memory, i'm pondering all alone
this time i freeze you with my kiss
there's no angel enshrine my journey, our well start fairytale
soon it happen, the time to say goodbye