Story to be told

Still is gaspses left
I can live with that
but that i cannot take
that you're living in shadows
you just mean that much to me

I've try bottom of my heart get you back
i should try again and again
'til you see me in the white, standing beside your deadbed
your obituary is written long before you was born

A lot, i guess, so why this lyrics come thy mind
like i was standing middle of a rails
and sudden chance
you won't care
and this isn't even my biggest fear
should it be

Outstnading, left out, out of
i write midst of the ghost
is that too heavy when i say, you're deadwalk violate my existence
is that too much when i - against my love to you - get despair when you wander miles away

I've try bottom of my heart get you back
i should try again and again
'til you see me in the white, standing beside your deadbed
your obituary is written long before you was born
sadly true, if you don't wake up it is sadly true

vow
im just too tired to chake you up anymore
there is too much to complain in my thoughts, messed up, filled with unhumans